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I HATE WHEN PEOPLE LIE.
Don't do it to me. Friends don't do that shit.
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[25 Dec 2007|12:21am] |
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Nicole and I rang in our holiday with an impromptu drive to Clearwater Beach, but first we looked at all the little Jewish houses.
( merry merry christmas )
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[24 Dec 2007|07:36pm] |
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James just gave me one of my favorite gifts that I've ever received.
We went to this strange little restaurant. Our waitress was a chinese woman who had been kidnapped and raised by Puerto Ricans. She told James that there was no bathroom for him, and that she would only bring our meals after we finished our salads. When James finally found the bathroom one of the women (I'm assuming the manager) sat down across from me and started talking about how strange the man sitting next to us was. The whole atmosphere was completely ridiculous and unreal. We'll definitely be going back.
( the gifts and the meal )
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[20 Dec 2007|05:25am] |
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Placebo - Cabaret of Desire (FNAC Live Acoustic Set 2001) - 06 - Haemoglobin |
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More. More. More.
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[19 Dec 2007|03:39am] |
Why does everything become such an obsession?
It would be nice if sleep would come before morning for a change.
( Still need a cigarette. )
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| Stellastarr* - Somewhere Across Forever |
[30 Nov 2007|03:52pm] |
I'll run away with you
We can build a goldmine
We'll cross the Sahara child
I'll be the truth for you
Home life, no life, I've been livin' here without you
New home, New York, I've been livin' here without you
I've been awake, we can build our own world
We can run away from ourselves if we knew who we were
Blue eyes, blue hair, not going to leave here without you
Blew my chances, chances, chances Ooh Let's go
When I finally find the words I'll be coming back to you
If I decide to rule the world I'm still coming back for you...For you [X16]
[Mandy's backround vocals:]
Dreamin' what your seeing and knowing that I can read it, it's all for you
I can see it in your eyes and even though I lied, it was all for you
Here I am waiting without you
( Love and Longing )
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| litany // Carolyn Creedon |
[29 Nov 2007|07:03pm] |
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Tom, will you let me love you in your restaurant?
i will let you make me a sandwich of your invention and i will eat it and call
it a carolyn sandwich. then you will kiss my lips and taste the mayonnaise and
that is how you shall love me in my restaurant
Tom, will you come to my empty beige apartment and help me set up my daybed?
yes, and i will put the screws in loosely so that when we move on it, later,
it will rock like a cradle and then you will know you are my baby
Tom, I am sitting on my dirt bike on the deck. Will you come out from the kitchen
and watch the people with me?
yes, and then we will race to your bedroom. i will win and we will tangle up
on your comforter while the sweat rains from our stomachs and foreheads
Tom, the stars are sitting in tonight like gumball gems in a little girl's
jewelry box. Later can we walk to the duck pond?
yes, and we can even go the long way past the jungle gym. i will push you on
the swing, but promise me you'll hold tight. if you fall i might disappear
Tom, can we make a baby together? I want to be a big pregnant woman with a
loved face and give you a squalling red daughter.
no, but i will come inside you and you will be my daughter
Tom, will you stay the night with me and sleep so close that we are one person?
no, but i will lay down on your sheets and taste you. there will be feathers
of you on my tongue and then i will never forget you
Tom, when we are in line at the convenience store can I put my hands in your
back pockets and my lips and nose in your baseball shirt and feel the crook
of your shoulder blade?
no, but later you can lay against me and almost touch me and when i go i will
leave my shirt for you to sleep in so that always at night you will be pressed
up against the thought of me
Tom, if I weep and want to wait until you need me will you promise that someday
you will need me?
no, but i will sit in silence while you rage, you can knock the chairs down
any mountain. i will always be the same and you will always wait
Tom, will you climb on top of the dumpster and steal the sun for me? It's just
hanging there and I want it.
no, it will burn my fingers. no one can have the sun: it's on loan from god.
but i will draw a picture of it and send it to you from richmond and then you
can smooth out the paper and you will have a piece of me as well as the sun
Tom, it's so hot here, and I think I'm being born. Will you come back from
Richmond and baptize me with sex and cool water?
i will come back from richmond. i will smoothe the damp spiky hairs from the
back of your neck and then i will lick the salt off it. then i will leave
Tom, Richmond is so far away. How will I know how you love me?
i have left you. that is how you will know
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My hair is now a grey/purple/green. I need to do something with it. I'd also like a nice haircut, but I don't think I'm ever going to get one since I have absolutely no money. Dennis' scarf is coming along nicely. Actually it's a pretty crude attempt; but it's my first so I lovingly say it's coming along nicely. Especially after two years. Heh.
If I were a month I would be: October
If I were a day of the week I would be: Friday
If I were a time I would be: 1 a.m.
If I were a planet I would be: Mars
If I were a sea animal I would be: a seahorse
If I were a direction I would be: East?
If I were a piece of furniture I would be: Bookshelf
If I were a sin I would be: Lust
If I were a historical figure I would be: I wouldn't
If I were a liquid I would be: Olde English!
If I were a stone, I would be: Obsidian... technically it's glass but....
If I were a tree, I would be: Crepe Myrtle or Willow
If I were a bird, I would be: Superb Fairy-wren
If I were a tool, I would be: Screwdriver
If I were a flower/plant, I would be: Ghost Orchid
If I were precipitation, I would be: Rain
If I were a mythical creature, I would be: a Unicorn
If I were a musical instrument, I would be: a synthesizer!
If I were an animal, I would be: Cat
If I were a color, I would be: Purple
If I were a vegetable, I would be: Artichoke
If I were a sound, I would be: probably something obnoxious
If I were an element, I would be: Plutonium!
If I were a car, I would be: VW rabbit
If I were a song, I would be: "Haemoglobin" or "One of a Kind" by Placebo
If I were a movie, I would be directed by: Sofia Coppola
If I were a book, I would be written by: I would make for a terribly boring book.
If I were a food, I would be: a lemon
If I were a place, I would be: a nightclub
If I were a material, I would be: latex
If I were a taste, I would be: citrusy
If I were a scent, I would be: black raspberry vanilla
If I were a religion, I would be: Discordianism... hah, no really. I don't know.
If I were a word, I would be: awkward
If I were an object, I would be: feather boa
If I were a body part I would be: Clavicle
If I were a facial expression I would be: something flirtatious
If I were a subject in school I would be: Graphic Communications Technology!
If I were a cartoon character I would be: Daria
If I were a shape I would be a: Triangle
If I were a number I would be: 13
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| The Weather Man |
[29 Nov 2007|12:28am] |
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"I remember once imagining what my life would be like, what I'd be like. I pictured having all these qualities, strong positive qualities that people could pick up on from across the room. But as time passed, few ever became any qualities that I actually had. And all the possibilities I faced and the sorts of people I could be, all of them got reduced every year to fewer and fewer. Until finally they got reduced to one, to who I am."
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| Thanks Nicole :) |
[27 Nov 2007|08:01pm] |
Aries individuals will never go unnoticed in life and are almost certain to realize their ambitions. Nevertheless, there are numerous pitfalls in the path of this Sign, many put there by the very nature of Aries itself. Aries natives would be wise to recognize these pitfalls and act for the best. Though quick and clever, the impulsive character of Aries subjects (and the inability to be tactful in a subtle manner) might lead to them verbally express more than was intended on occasion.
( Aries )
Positive Traits: pioneering, adventurous, energetic, courageous, enterprising, confident, dynamic, quick-witted and freedom-loving
Negative Traits: selfish, quick-tempered, impulsive, impatient, foolhardy and undiplomatic
Likes: action, challenge, spontaneity, championing causes and coming in first
Dislikes: waiting, tyranny, failure, lack of opposition and the advice of others
Spiritual Goal: To learn the meaning of selfless love
Spiritual Correspondence: The Seraphim
Apostle: Peter
Prophet: Malachi
Anatomy: Rules the head, face, brain and upper teeth
Corresponding Tarot Card: The Emperor
Associated Countries: England, France, Germany and Poland
Associated Cities: Florence, Naples, Marseilles, Krakow and Verona
Animals: Ram, Sheep and Owl
Watchword: Action
Keynote: Hope
Physical Manifestation: Impetus
Mental Manifestation: Enterprise
Motto: Never Defeated
Quote: I Am
( Aries-Pisces Cusp! )
http://novareinna.com/constellation/aries.html
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[23 Nov 2007|07:42pm] |
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Matchpoint is so good. And completely heartbreaking.
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| thanksgiving |
[22 Nov 2007|05:51pm] |
How can I feel so alone in a room full of people?
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[22 Nov 2007|02:08pm] |
Human Sexual Behavior
M 12:00pm-01:50pm
W 01:00pm-01:50pm
Introduction to Sociology
T 11:00am-12:15pm
R 11:00am-12:15pm
Byzantium History (CIS)
T 03:30pm-04:45pm
R 03:30pm-04:45pm
Witchcraft/Paganism in America (ULH)
T 05:00pm-07:50pm
Finite Mathematics
M 06:00pm-07:15pm
W 06:00pm-07:15pm
R 06:00pm-07:15pm
So far this is my schedule for next semester. No classes on Friday. Earliest class at 11! Much better than all these damn 8am classes. Very busy Tuesday and Thursdays. Not sure when I'll be able to fit a job in here... maybe I can work all day Friday's and at night during the rest of the week? I'm just happy I'll be able to fit my clubbing addiction in. Schedule subject to change.
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[19 Nov 2007|02:37pm] |
The money I need for my housing payment is non-existent, and of course registration for classes is tomorrow. I can't do it because I have to pay this fucking shit first. My mother is going to be so pissed. And where the hell am I going to get that kind of money? I thought I was supposed to have financial aid to cover this? Is it just not in yet? I'm really fucking confused. I know we did a payment deferment thing last semester, can I do this again? Ugh, I hate talking to people so I don't know how I'm going to work this shit out.
So the actual fees look like this:
(Spring 2008) Castor rent: $1,768.00
(Fall 2007) Castor "special" rent: $20.00 (whatever the fuck that means)
(Fall 2007) Library Circulation Fines: $21
Jesus christ.
Grand fucking total of $1,809.00
College? Priceless? YEAH FUCK THAT SHIT.
PHCC would be free.
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